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Unscene

by Joshua Taylor

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1.
I’m running out of room Out of ways to bend the truth And I’m testing the limits of My will to give this up But I’m still afraid to say to much I need you here while I sort me out So I’ll keep you in the dark for now Get the courage up to say goodbye Ain’t it brave, the way I lie to you While I ignite the room? This house was begging to fall Waiting for the wrecking ball Now we stand on open ground While you wonder why I tore it down And I’m trying to explain myself Wishing I was somewhere else far from here I’ve been wishing that for years This house was begging to fall Waiting for the wrecking ball I’ve got no ground left to break Got no foundation to lay into I’ve got some building to do I never wanted to make a love to leave it I never meant to pretend my way through you Nobody told me I’d really have to mean it To believe it, too This house was begging to fall Waiting for the wrecking ball This house was begging to fall Waiting for the wrecking ball I’ve got no ground left to break Got no foundation to lay into I’ve got some building to do I’ve got some building to do I’ve got some building to do
2.
At an empty pier not far from here Floats a bottle on its side in the morning tide There’s an open gate by the driveway And a mailbox full of envelopes with my name Taking more than I can hold And I’m through the door for open road On a freeway drive I am free and I’m alive Can’t believe the things I thought I knew Or how much thirty-eight looks just like twenty-two I tell myself I found my own way out But the road that I call open here runs right by my old house Same old ride can’t help me now But I keep on driving anyhow On a freeway drive I am free and I’m alive But cars don’t run forever And the rain is never far behind I’m always losing ground Racing no one ’til the road runs out Ever tired and far from home Never lonely, just alone On a freeway drive I am free and I’m alive But cars don’t run forever And the rain is never far behind
3.
Well you move so quick and reckless For my next trick I will get this off my mind And you left me sick and breathless All my wit went to shit I’m a mess as you wave goodbye And I can’t go home ‘Cause you’re in my phone and I Gotta act like I’m grown sometimes So I put it down ’Til I hear the sound of you ringing through my mind And I’d like to say I was cautious That I played it smart with my heart but not this time And now looking back All I can do is laugh ‘Cause I had no chance We’ve been hand in hand since the first dance Like a morning cup of coffee Like the rising sun on a dusty hardwood floor You can chase the shadows off of me You can break through the haze of a sleepless night before And I’m safely home In the place I’ve grown to trust And the light you shine Is a sacred kind of love
4.
She (You) 02:49
You come in light of day before a stone-faced crowd To cave my head in right in front of everyone You crawl up into me and turn my organs out And leave me there to bleed out in the sun You don’t care how I’m doing, ‘cause you're doing fine And others' troubles only slow you down But you’ve got a way of making me pay For the shovel while you put me in the ground I move to shake it off, I try to scrape it off But it clings to me like sweat on satin sheets And while I stumble through my day and try to tear my skin away You’re caked under my fingernails, the more I claw the worse it feels When they ask how I’m doing, I say “doing fine” I’m smiling while I fight the need to scream ‘Cause you’ve got a thing for making me sing While I beg you for the guillotine
5.
Run Amy Run 04:11
Born alone into the darkness Of the forest on the outer edge of town Where you learn to raid the tool sheds Taking only what you’d need to build a house Night after night, by firelight You sweat and strain until the walls are done Safe inside, you bar the door for the arrival of the wolf But in your loneliness you open when he comes Run, Amy, run Don’t look back and don’t trust anyone Run, Amy, run Amy run So you learn to love your captor You prefer him to the rocky forest floor But as the town builds up around you You begin to think you’re meant for something more Day by day you find the strength To believe that you can make it on your own Safe outside you shield your eyes against the blinding daylight sky And you start to cry because the wolf is all you’ve known Run, Amy, run Don’t look back and don’t trust anyone Run, Amy, run Amy run Year after year, in the rearview mirror That tiny house seems even smaller than before But in the silence of your bed you hear him echo in your head In your dreams the wolf is always at the door Run, Amy, run Don’t look back and don’t trust anyone Run, Amy, run Amy run
6.
Hideout 03:32
Don’t you just love it when I fall? Ain’t it funny how I stumble? You’d sell my soul to watch it burn You know you always did complain You’d say I needed to be humbled Now it seems you’ve got your way Your hands are clean, enjoy the pain From my hideout I hear the rain You have the high ground But I remember when we stood together They held you down, or so you say Inflicted wounds suffered by you alone And they’re the reason that you turned out this way So hold against me all your shame Cast your demons on my face Make conversation competition Turn every walk into a goddamned race You can’t just hide out from all the rain Give up the high ground Ain’t it better when we’re standing together? Round and round and round we go Along these walkways we’ve worn deep and low Is there still time to change our minds And walk a better line? We can’t just hide out from all the rain Forget the high ground Ain’t it better when we’re standing together? We can’t just hide out from all the rain Forget the high ground Ain’t it better when we’re standing together?
7.
On And On 04:47
I lived in a world of invention I had no intent on intention My life is all behind me now I am only the role that I played putting the holes in These walls, you call I have no fight left On and on The ghost of what I’ve done Won’t leave me alone It goes on and on She pleads with eyes that can’t see me We bleed from the lies I’ve been keeping Words tear through the walls Truth hits, we fall On and on The ghost of what I’ve done Won’t leave me alone It goes on and on I know what you’ll say I’m the only one digging this grave But if I had one more day I’d only fill it with the same mistakes The same mistakes The same mistakes The same mistakes She stares, stares right through me No tears for the years I’m undoing Who cries for the one Holding the gun?
8.
Time Gone By 04:37
I watch the day wake up Dark sky yawns on empty roads That stretch before the sun I sit alone and come undone I hear the ocean bloom And crash upon the shore Daylight ducks behind the stars I sit alone and fall apart Wondering what might have been If I hadn’t won your heart All my time would be all mine I could hone being alone into an art I sit and drink all day Remembering a time now long gone by You hadn’t come into my life I sit alone and cry Wondering what might have been If I could have made you stay I rewind it in my mind I’m perfecting regret while I waste away I sit and drink all day Remembering a time now long gone by You hadn’t come into my life I sit alone and cry

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released October 30, 2022

Joshua Taylor - vocals, guitars
Sam Hunt - guitars
Josh Weinstein - keys
Harley Magsino - bass
John Perkins - drums
Sandi King - backing vocals

Lauren Leigh - additional backing vocals on track 1
Ted Stern - pedal steel on track 5

Produced by Jeff Berkley
Mastered by Robbie Robinson

Recorded at Studio West in San Diego, CA, by Sven-Erik Seaholm and Andy Walsh. Additional recording at Satellite Studio in San Diego, CA, by Jeff Berkley.

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